I am so tired. Part of this is down to how all encompassing my struggles have been. At this point I am my mental illness. It defines my life day in day out. I don't like that. I don't want that.
I need to escape.
I find myself recently wondering if I should focus on a mental health blog. It certainly has helped in the past but also in some respects has started to feel like a burden.
I need to take some time to consider what to do with this going forward. I am proud of what I have created but I don't know if I need to keep it going.
One thing I do know is I need to take control of my life.